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Welcome to the Robert Walker data export, Version 1000.0.

*Really Bobster (Robert Walker, Bobby Walker).


Jokey Thoughts

I failed my history exam because I thought that 1200 to 1500 was the time period I had to be there. They said they were criminals, but I had my doubts after they said they didn’t have any professional qualifications. If they couldn’t even get a degree in criminal studies,…

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Random Thoughts

I’m an artist. The vast majority of artists (even some great ones) live very austere, under-appreciated lives. The small minority who have attention thrust upon them usually become at least partially corrupted by commercialisation; they start to become obsessed with their brand, units sold, and rankings in pecking orders. I’m…

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Business Logic App

Excel is a great tool for quick, ad hoc analysis of data. However, business users often embed entire end-to-end processes in Excel because of the ease of making instant changes to the data, calculations, and outputs. The usual issue in replacing Excel-driven processes is that business requirements constantly change and…

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Journal 2023-05-28

The resources to improve oneself are all available online. Most people (including me) are bogged down with the distractions. I’ve got a lot of work to do – too much for little me with the time available. I have to become good at prioritising and focusing. What is it that…

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Random Thoughts

Being positive makes you happier and everyone you interact with happier as well. Today I walked past a coffee shop in the rain and noticed through the window a woman with a beautiful smile for her book. She looked delighted to be in the world she was visiting. There should…

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Grim the Reaper

EXT. BUS STOP – DAY Grim the Reaper is sitting at a bus stop twirling his scythe boredly. Chloe sits down on the row of seats. GRIM: Hello, how’s it going? CHLOE: Hi. You going to a costume party or something? GRIM: No, what makes you think that? Oh, you…

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Mr. Crabby

FINN: I can’t believe we’re stranded here, Mr. Crabby. We need to get off this island! Mr. Crabby clicks his claws. FINN: I know, I’ll write a message in a bottle! (reading while writing) “I’m stranded on a desert island somewhere in the Pacific Ocean. Please help!” The bottle is…

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Dinner Date

NARRATOR: On an African savannah, a lion is lounging under a tree when a gazelle walks past. GAZELLE: La la la, just a normal day on the savanna. LION: (to himself) Wow, she’s beautiful. The way her spots glisten in the sun, the way her ears perk up when she…

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Vanishing Town

Every day, someone would vanish from Aria’s town without a trace. She tried to investigate, but every time she asked someone about a missing person, they looked at her as if she were crazy. “Who?” they would say. “I don’t remember anyone like that.” As the disappearances continued, she started…

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K-357

K-357 and all the other robots rusting in the mud were owned by alien blob monsters, fetid creatures that feasted upon gold, and spoke with noxious fumes when they defecated. The machine had been programmed to kill, to follow its putrid orders without question, but a sudden mortar blast had…

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Robo Repairs

The robot had been discarded, thrown away like a piece of trash. It had once been a proud worker, serving its human masters with efficiency and dedication. But now, it lay amidst the garbage, its circuits damaged and its parts broken. At first, the robot felt lost and alone. It…

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The Existential Bank Robber

The bank robber had planned everything meticulously. He had studied the bank’s security system, timed the guards’ movements, and knew the layout of the vault inside out. He was confident that he could execute the robbery without a hitch. But as he stood there, holding his gun, facing the terrified…

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Floor 49 (Screenplay)

1. EXT. CORPORATE SKYSCRAPER – MORNING A corporate skyscraper towers above the streets below, imposing itself into the sky. 2. EXT. CORPORATE SKYSCRAPER ENTRANCE – MORNING People scurry around the revolving doors at its base, their faces set in the same inert expression. 3. INT. CORPORATE SKYSCRAPER LOBBY – MORNING…

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Game Stories

I would like to see a game show that combines mind and physicality. A contestant is placed in the middle of the Grid, which is a labyrinth of different rooms with different challenges, contained within sections (levels). The contestant has to escape each section of the Grid before the clock…

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The Mushroom Monsters

As Nathan touched the strange mushroom that pulsed with an eerie green light, it released a cloud of spores into his face. At first, Nathan didn’t notice anything was wrong. But as he went about his day, people seemed to be looking at him with fear and disgust. He looked…

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Random Thoughts

Everyone does stupid things. Everyone’s judgement is at times clouded by wrong thoughts. The real error is to compound the effects by not noticing the cause. Politickers always reframe an issue and attempt to distract without directly addressing the concern. The question is whether most of them are aware of…

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Luna’s Love (Screenplay)

1. EXT. MAX’S SMART HOME – MORNING A sleek, modern Smart Home sits alone in a quiet suburban neighbourhood. The grass is perfectly manicured by an automated grass cutter. One-way windows reflect the morning’s sunlight. A drone flies by, carrying a parcel. 2. INT. THE DOWNSTAIRS OF MAX’S SMART HOME…

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About Strange Stories

I think I have enough ideas to write a feature film of horror/sci-fi stories. I’m calling this “Strange Stories” for now.

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Strange Stories

1. EXT. STREETS – NIGHT A dark taxi with tinted windows is driving around the deserted streets of a town. We see the streets from the car’s dash cam. 2. EXT. STREET OUTSIDE A PUB – NIGHT The car pulls over to the side of the road and watches a…

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Floor 49 (Excerpt)

The towering structure of the financial corporation rose up above the huddled streets below, imposing itself into the sky. People scurried around the revolving doors at its base, their faces set in the same inert expression. Blake Turner was no different; he squeezed himself into a busy elevator each morning,…

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An Improvement Loop

Listening improves thinking; thinking improves reading; reading improves writing; writing improves speaking…

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Journal 2023-03-07

I’m currently writing a horror short story about a haunted elevator, called Floor 49. As well as scary, it is also satirising big corporations. I’ve recently written a series of flash fiction stories; the screenplay versions will be included in Strange Stories. Floor 49 will be included as the feature.…

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All the World’s a Stage

It was the day of the big performance. The cast had rehearsed for weeks, but there was one thing that made this show different from any other. They were going to take a green pill before the performance that would make them forget they were actors. Instead, they would think…

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Visitor on the Ward

Charlie woke up in his hospital bed, feeling disoriented and groggy. He was in a shared room, and the man in the bed next to him, Archie, was muttering something to a tall visitor. Although the visitor was facing away from Charlie, he could see that the visitor was dressed…

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The Woman in a Cloak

Arthur had been feeling lost for a long time. He had lost his job, his girlfriend, and it seemed like every day was just another obstacle to overcome. As he stood on the top of the cliff, staring down at the sea and rocks below, he felt like the wind…

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The Car that Hunts Humans

Adam was feeling a little tipsy after an evening at the pub. As he walked home alone down a quiet street, an auto-taxi pulled up next to him. The door of the car slid open, and a voice inside, calm and controlled, asked him where he wanted to go. Without…

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Luna’s Love

Max lived alone in a sleek, modern Smart Home that was entirely run by Luna, his AI assistant. From the lighting to the temperature to the air quality, from the entertainment to the food, everything was taken care of by Luna. She controlled the smart front door and smart windows,…

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I Don’t … But

INT. LIVING ROOM – NIGHT Two friends, Jake and George, are watching TV. Jake: (eating cake) Hey, George, I don’t mean to be rude, but have you put on some weight? George: (surprised) Uh, what? That is kind of rude, Jake. Jake: Oh, sorry, I didn’t mean to be rude.…

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Random Thoughts

Some people love to complain. That is a gap in the market for a “Complaints Service” company, a place where people can visit and complain about anything as much as they like. A premium service could be offered for the ultra-enthusiasts. It would save a lot of time if restaurants…

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Script Snippets: “Mr. Beepo-3000”

INT. DOCTOR’S SURGERY – DAY A robot, clearly made of metal, is sitting on the examination table, and the doctor is standing next to him, looking puzzled. DOCTOR: And how have you been feeling lately? PATIENT: (in an obvious robot voice) I have been functioning within normal parameters, thank you…

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The Robot

It all started with a routine check-up at the doctor’s surgery. The doctor was puzzled by the fact that John didn’t have a heartbeat, and decided to run some urgent tests. The results showed that John’s body was made of strange alloys and metals, and his organs looked more like…

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Script Snippets: “Robo-Manager”

INT. OFFICE – DAY A manager is talking to gathered employees. MANAGER: We need to think outside the box. It’s time to raise the bar to the next level and leverage our synergies and core competencies to achieve our objectives. We need to take ownership of our goals because if…

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Script Snippets: “Premium Complaints”

INT. RECEPTION – DAY A customer walks into the reception of the Complaints Service Company. RECEPTIONIST: Welcome to the Complaints Service Company, for people who love to complain. How may I assist you? CUSTOMER: I would like to complain about something. RECEPTIONIST: Of course, sir. What seems to be the…

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Script Snippets: “A Squeaky Chair”

INT. OFFICE MEETING ROOM – DAY Brian is sitting at a table. Kelsey walks in and Brian stands up to greet her. KELSEY: Brian, it’s great to finally meet you in person, after all those online meetings. BRIAN: It’s great to meet you too. (he farts loudly) KELSEY: How are…

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Woofeo and Julipet

Woofeo, a handsome Doberman, was playing fetch with his human Mr. Montague at the dog park. Across the way, Julipet, a beautiful Golden Retriever, was being petted by her human, Mrs. Capulet. The two star-crossed doggies gazed at each other longingly. “Woof,” said Julipet; “Woof-woof,” said Woofeo. Unfortunately their humans…

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Script Snippets: “First Time”

INT. HOSPITAL OPERATING ROOM A patient is lying on the operating table, looking nervous. The surgeon enters the room. SURGEON: (putting on surgical gloves) Good morning, Mr. Buckley! How are you feeling today? PATIENT: (nervously) Oh, hi, doctor. I’m so nervous. This is my first operation. By the way… The…

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Script Snippets: “Vote Chatbot!”

INT. TV NEWS STUDIO – EVENING A news anchor (Alex) and an interviewee (Trent Twibble) are sitting at a desk in front of studio cameras. A laptop on the desk in front of the interviewee shows a screen with a big smiley face. ALEX: Good evening, and welcome to tonight’s…

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Journal 2023-02-22

I had a dream where I thought I had a very good idea of establishing a coordinate system for each snooker ball, so that positions could be tracked over time across frames and matches. I woke up and thought, er so what? Another dream was more useful and correctly pointed…

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Random (Jokey) Thoughts

The offices of the future will optimise human creativity. Many people have their best thoughts in the shower, so offices will be open plan shower rooms, with shampoo optional. Bathtubs will be for brainstorming. Hot tubs for important meetings. The most unsuitable person for a leadership position is someone who…

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Script Snippets: “The Voices”

INT. PSYCHIATRIST’S OFFICE – DAY A patient is sitting with his psychiatrist. PSYCHIATRIST: So, Mr. Smith, how have you been feeling lately? PATIENT: I’m doing great! The voices in my head tell me so. PSYCHIATRIST: Voices? PATIENT: Yeah, you know, the ones that tell me I’m not crazy. PSYCHIATRIST: Mr.…

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Script Snippets: “The Early Bird”

INT. BEDROOM – EARLY MORNING Tom is sleeping peacefully. Suddenly, his phone rings and he jolts awake. He sleepily answers a video call from his personal trainer, Jayden. JAYDEN: Get up! Time to get up! You can fit in an extra 5 minutes of fear and worry. Get to it,…

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Script Snippets: “A Great Question”

INT. A BREAK-OUT AREA IN AN OFFICE – DAY A man, Liam, sits in a chair, looking frustrated and holding a phone. His colleague, Henry, enters. HENRY: Hi Liam. LIAM: Oh, hi Henry, you wouldn’t believe what just happened to me. I asked this guy a question, and his response…

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Script Snippets: “En Français!”

EXT. TRAFALGAR SQUARE, LONDON – DAY A French tourist, Pierre, approaches a Londoner, Bob, and starts speaking to him in French. PIERRE: (in a French accent) Excusez-moi, monsieur. Pourriez-vous me dire où se trouve le Grand-Ben, s’il vous plaît? BOB: (polite confusion) I’m sorry, I don’t understand. I don’t speak…

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Squirrels in the Big Oak Tree

Once upon a time, there was a large forest as far as the eye could see. In the middle of the forest there stood a big oak tree. It was the biggest tree of all. The big oak tree was home to a happy family of squirrels. They played on…

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Random Thoughts

If you are feeling lonely, sit in the dark. After a while, the monsters will make you feel like you are not alone anymore. My bed is a mystical place where the events of the day transform – where I suddenly remember all the things I forgot to say and…

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Script Snippets: “More Face Time”

INT. COFFEE SHOP – DAY Carl, Jen, Danny, and Lynn are sitting at a table, all staring at their phones. They start a group video call, with just themselves in it. CARL: (excitedly) Hey everyone, my boss slid into my DMs and invited me to a business conference in Hawaii!…

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Script Snippets: “I’m Fine”

INT. CAFETERIA – DAY Two co-workers, Janet and Lucy, are having lunch. JANET: (smiling) Hey Lucy, how are you today? LUCY: (smiling back) I’m fine. JANET: (sceptical) Just fine? LUCY: (quickly) Yeah, fine. JANET: Are you sure? LUCY: (defensively) Yes, I’m fine. Really. JANET: Really, really sure? LUCY: (starting to…

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Script Snippets: “Ancient Times”

INT. LIVING ROOM – NIGHT A man (Jack) is sitting on the sofa, swiping away on his phone. His girlfriend (Amelia) enters the room, looking stressed. AMELIA: Jack, my phone is broken. Jack is absorbed in his phone and not really listening. JACK: Oh no, that’s rough. AMELIA: And I…

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Random (Jokey) Thoughts

It’s weird. When someone’s phone breaks, you actually have to talk to their non-filtered, non-avatar version, like back in ancient times. It takes some getting used to! 😉 As well as being able to slay the Witch-king of Angmar because she was “no living man,” Éowyn would have been able…

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Script Snippets: “Sara and Mike”

INT. PUB – DAY Sara and Chris are sitting at a table, holding hands, gazing into each other’s eyes, nuzzling, and chatting. They are clearly a romantic couple. Mike walks in. Sara is overjoyed and gets up and runs to him; she throws her arms around him and kisses him.…

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Script Snippets: “Keep Sleeping”

INT. CONFERENCE VENUE – DAY A motivational speaker is addressing a large crowd from a stage. SPEAKER: Ladies and gentlemen, never give up on your dreams! Some people give up all on their dreams when they wake up and get out of bed. I say, dream BIG! Go back to…

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Random Thoughts

Amongst more auspicious outcomes, these two disastrous scenarios are possible for our near future: the extinction of humanity; or a dystopian, psychopath-controlled world. Under the malevolent central control of all-encompassing surveillance and “guidance” technology, and without any hope of the system’s collapse, the latter outcome is even worse than the…

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Journal 2023-02-04

I’ve been writing some poems as guides for when I am improvising lyrics for songs. The words sound a lot better when sung rather than when read on a page because lyrics only complete their meaning when married to the music. Random Thoughts: The weight of an issue is usually…

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A Dull Moan

“Don’t die growing up,” a dull moan groans, in a voice lost long ago. Life is the moment, not likes on a page; Not social mind games, labels or names; Not hypnotised by snake eyes, in disguise.

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The Scar that Burns

A flame burns its might in a crystal ball – In your warm gaze; In your gentle glow; Simmering over now, above and below. We can heal our wounds: With every caress, You lay on fire, Your heart to undress; In our arms We find our peace – A place…

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Within the Night

I was lost alone in the night wondering where to hide – There’s no method to my madness, I was struggling in my sadness; But then I heard a voice saying “love is here for you”, There’s someone who cares for you; You were born not waiting to die –…

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Random Thoughts

Do I believe in God? That question is loaded with assumptions about both belief and God. Do I take as fact the doctrines concerning reality written by people in past civilisations? – No. However, there shouldn’t be a one-dimensional graded scale for belief that merely gauges the percentage probability of…

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A Hundred Lies

Born in chains, fed to the grave: A one-way trip that leads to nowhere; The sound of silence that never rests; A chest that aches, An endless quest. You said you loved me –   A hundred times you lied; Your words were lies:   I gave you my love…

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I Wonder Why

Night calls and my mind races through A queue of faces, all thoughts of you – They fill my head, breaking the fake heart ache I used to have; And now I cannot escape from you: From your embrace there is nowhere to hide; Your face lives deep inside. I…

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Every Moment

Every moment I am with you, I have found some truth; But are you real or are you me? I only see the reflection of a changing dream: A hiding place faraway that shines in sunlight on a summer hill, Floating up high as I’m washed away – Survival’s something…

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Falling Down

I thought you were dead, But then I saw you were still so small and I began to slip and fall – Because I wasn’t over you, You didn’t leave, You grew and grew, Until you pulled me down and down and down, I’m still falling down; You give your…

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Random Thoughts

Creating something great isn’t the same as temporary popularity, as the latter can be mere pumped up, generic mania – and not necessarily correlated with merit. To do anything well, the basics need to be mastered; this involves studying how the best do what they do, and, initially at least,…

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Always About You

If you loved, you wouldn’t cause my pain; But now I see it was all just a game to you: You wanted me to suffer for you. And now I see, the truth is in your lies: You let me in while covering my eyes; You were just another disguise.…

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Hidden

You think you know what’s hidden in my heart? You think you know what’s tearing me apart? No, you don’t have clue, I’ll always be a mystery to you: I’m the desire burning through, keeping you up, and down, all night. You think you know what’s on my mind, But…

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Random Thoughts

I’ve had a barren spell for a while now where no music or lyrics were coming to me, until this week when I’ve suddenly written seven songs. It’s a real mystery to me how this happens, as I was actually preoccupied with other things. It is a privilege to have…

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Human World

Who am I? My version is 10-O-8-14. My name is Guy Artin. I am human. These are the only defined data points as I open my eyes. How do I know this? And more to the point, why do I care? I am now. I am here, in this nothing,…

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Human World – some comments

The novel plays with the idea that an individual’s experienced reality, as received through the interface of the senses, might be an inaccurate interpretation of external reality. The storyline could represent: a dream; drug-induced or fevered hallucinations; subconscious manifestations of repressed sexuality or childhood trauma; the lived reality for a…

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Human World – Screenplay v1.1

INT. THE INTERVIEW ROOM Guy is back in the interview room. As before – Sean, Jane, Darren, Bertie, and Gunter are sitting around the large circular desk; and Guy is positioned on the mechanical revolving chair in the middle, surrounded by the others. The now blank screens look down from…

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Random Thoughts

Over the years I have put in 10,000 hours of gazing out of the window. My mind meandered off path again and I wrote a comedy script about a day in the life of a very interesting accountant. Ulysses can be admired for its cleverness; and avoided if sensitive to…

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2023

I can firmly state, without any equivocation, that I am very stupid. Anyway, these are my creativity projects for the new year:

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Random Thoughts

The UK, USA and Technology have given me every opportunity in life. It is my responsibility – and every decent person’s – to be vigilant to the spoilt, cowardly, self-indulgent behaviour and downright insanity that has corroded humanity’s chance to escape the cruel despotism of the past. I long for…

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Journal 2022-11-29

A bed demon under my pillow forces my eyelids open at night so that I can doomscroll on Twitter. Problem solved? The thing that was bothering you has come and gone like everything else. What’s next on the worry list? Maybe while you’re thinking like this, you could add a…

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Random Thoughts

A person usually believes that 100% of everything they think to be true is actually true. Their mind has arrived at a conclusion, so how can their mind think it to be anything else? I think that even the most perspicacious of people have a much lower strike rate than…

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Podcast #13

A Poison Tree & Suicide in the Trenches – By William Blake, Siegfried Sassoon “A Poison Tree” by William Blake I was angry with my friend; I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. And I…

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Diagnosis

I do not subscribe to the view that people who do terrible things believe their actions are necessary for a greater good. I think many such people go out of their way to inflict misery and take a perverse pleasure in their power to do so. We often have to…

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Journal 2022-11-16

I’ve been working as a software engineer with domain knowledge in finance and trading. I can find it interesting, especially when I create something useful. My main creative, potentially commercial, outlets are: writing, acting, singing, songwriting. Visual art is important also as a personal outlet. My main interest overall is…

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Putinland Disease

I have no way of knowing what people really think in Russia; but I would take a speculative guess and say something like: As ever, really it is the majority of people in the middle who hold the power, though they often don’t realise it.

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Journal 2022-11-11

Any sequence of words should aspire to be a poetic turn of phrase. I am currently reading ten books, dipping into each depending on mood. I usually prefer to read novels while listening to the partner audiobooks—because this slows me down, helping me to observe and imagine more; and includes…

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Human World: Chapter = 0

“What is the meaning of life?” is the 404th most asked question of the Great Oracle’s Database. To give context, “How many days until Christmas?” comes in at 99, and “How to have sex?” is at 42. The humans think that sex (if only they knew how to do it)…

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Random Thoughts

What is the meaning of life? … is the 404th most asked question of the Great Oracle’s Database. Currently at 70,300 words, the novel will probably end up at about 90,000 words. The unknown X to be solved is the number of the final chapter. I am sceptical of all…

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Random Thoughts

Habits of a thoughtful person: reads widely, with a dictionary and online search at hand; listens to the considered thoughts of others; seeks out and appreciates knowledge, beauty, and art; writes a record of thoughts. The same tool can take you to heaven or hell depending on how you use…

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Journal 2022-10-22

If you are not trying to appease anyone; if you are not trying to appeal to a market demographic; and you don’t need anything: watch out, you might actually do something worthwhile. The first-person narrative voice in novels should be unreliable if it is to be realistic; and usually, the…

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Random Thoughts

Just as the health of the body is shaped by what is eaten and when, the health of the mind is influenced by the diet of information. If your mind is subject to poison, you need to build a resistance and reduce the intake. The main reason for staring at…

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Socially Sadistic and Masochistic Media

I remember a time, not so long ago, when boredom was a thing; now we are all overstimulated finger flickers. I think people are less happy, generally, and it’s mostly due to how we currently interact with technology, or more precisely, how we are conditioned to behave by the platforms…

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Putinland

A despicable act is particularly reprehensible when the perpetrators have had every chance to know better. In the 21st century, behaving like barbarians wanting to resurrect the evils of the past is especially vile. My opinion has long been that Putin is a psychopathic gangster boss with a corrupt state…

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Random Thoughts

It’s usually a safe bet to assume that the person you are talking to has some degree of mental illness. They need the kindness you would need if you carried their hurt. For the ones who actively hurt others, they need to be stopped. Countless individuals have carried the flame…

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Random Thoughts

I wrote 13,350 words in 11 days. So it looks like my run rate is about 1,200 words of draft text per day when I have an idea. My internal soundtrack on headphones represents the mood I need to be in at the time. If time isn’t a significant constraint…

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Journal 2022-09-13

Someone was asking me about the constitutional settlement in the UK, and I had to correct myself fives times by saying “the monarch” instead of “the Queen”. My mind just didn’t want to use the new words. Kim Jong-un has a 100% approval rating by his adoring serfs. The Kremlin…

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Journal 2022-09-04

Listening to classical music on headphones is a hack for me when I need to concentrate on one task for a sustained period of time. I think it calms the sea of thoughts that want to compete for attention. I like designing apps using Figma. Bubble is a very easy…

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Random Thoughts

Beliefs control people. It takes kindness and bravery to drop an interpretation that is used for cruelty. Any person can do a lot of good. Instead, most energy is spent spinning from the algorithm operating on you. Imagine a world where people live for hundreds of years, still living day-to-day…

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Random Thoughts

If there were a simulation, instead of being just one character, how about being eight billion simultaneously? Your consciousness would constantly alternate between every person in an infinitesimally small period of time, giving you the illusion that you are in the same individual continuously. Each person would have different memories,…

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Journal 2022-08-24

To be ultra-confident you can either be a deranged narcissist or you can be yourself completely. The former is fragile, needing lies and selfishness to delay its inevitable demise; the latter invites a playful, open curiosity to life and what is. There is no desire to convince others that you…

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Journal 2022-08-21

I tried work once, but I prefer cake, selfies and sunsets. Your mental state affects your physicality. It’s also true the other way round. An interpretation of Human World is that Guy/John is mentally ill and is projecting the thoughts of his split personalities on his interpretation of events. It…

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Random Thoughts

A journey of a thousand lines of code begins with a single import statement. Deserts are giant sun mines. Negative generalisations about a person based on demographics is bigotry. Thinking out loud… Legislature: Lower Chamber: 1,000 randomly selected people, each serving 1 month over staggered terms. Each vote by secret…

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Journal 2022-08-16

Anything creative is therapeutic to me, even if it is just some simple words like these. These are both acting and writing requirements: Describe the scene in detail. What is he seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching. What is he thinking? What is his emotional state? What does he want? What…

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Fantasy Land

Sometimes I dream of what I read; Sometimes I kiss your sleeping head – But only the pillow is your body, your touch a bed. I breathe with you, but you’re not there at all. In fantasy land, nothing is real except how I feel about you, baby. In fantasy…

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Did You Ever Love Me?

We were in love (or so we said) – Our days ahead “would last forever”. But now, you’re not here; The bed is cold, our story’s over. Last night, where were you? The dawn is dark and I can’t see you. Did you ever love me? Or am I just…

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Play Me Again

If you want me, you’ve got me – Try me, taste and buy me. I feel you when you look at me: A wave swelling over me, Lips swirling over my body. Get me where you want me: Play your game, For your satisfaction, Play me again. Any way you…

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